Saturday, December 17, 2011

dia saja !

they are thing that we don't want to happen but have to accept .
things we don't wan't to know but have to learn .

everyone says that love hurts but that not true . love is the only things in this world that covers up all the pain and makes us feel wonderfull again.

now I have to admit that he is the best man I had known. sometimes he is annoying me. but, I cant to wish him the perfect man. sometimes he's immature, do I laugh ! sries.

i always worry about him. that why myra selalu marah die if die pergi mane2 tak reti inform.
die makin besar sekarang. tiade halangan lagi dari myra . myra selalu marah if die melepak dulu. but now myra tak cakap banyak pun. just cakap jangan balik jangan balik lambat.

membe die cakap myra mngongkong die. tapi myra tak pernah ambil tahu. walau ape pun dorang nak cakap. myra tau pe yang myra buat.  sampai mase myra lepaskan die.
tapi die sampai sekarang die konkong myra lagi. cemburu die tahap kapal selam. tapi myra tak kesah pun.

die laki. takkan myra nak suruh die duduk rumah? dulu die still seklah. mane mungkin myra bagi die bebas tak rety tengok buku.

yang penting myra tak suke orang masuk campur dalam hubungan kami. tu penting. dorang nak cakap myra main2 je dengan abu? if main2 tak de la sampai sekarang.

jangan menilai orang dari luaran. correct yourself first. baru nak betulkan orang lain.

yang penting myra if bengang dgn die mesti speaking berbakul2. tak tau la kenape. nak cakap in malay tak boleh pulak.


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talking and talk !

What I really mean is, that I miss who I used to be and don't know who I am now; except a shell of my former self.

The old me, as I see it, was friendly, intelligent and people seemed to look forward to being with me and I was happy. Then something happened I don't really know what, but I became what I can clearly see was depressed.
The usual: tired the all time, unable to concentrate, suicidal, that which I call myself wiped out, I felt unable to function and although I've never broken down sobbing I've felt like it but have been
unable to.
I hated going out but oddly at the same time want somebody near me.
I never got any help and mentioned this to nobody, aside from a couple of posts here in the distant past to try and find... something, a reason? 
yeah before this i love talking . tapi ramai yang perasan kenape 2,3 bulan ni myra banyak diam dari bercakap?
I've too much Talking

I never learn anything talking. I only learn things when I ask questions
yeah, You aren't learning anything when you're talking. 

I think people talk too much anyway. Sometimes people are talking to me and in my mind I'm just like "shut up, shut up, shut up...blah blah blah blah blaaaaah.

It was impossible to get a conversation going, everybody was !

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